Shoot! I just found out that the particular person who volunteered to bake my wedding cake and the hantaran cupcakes tiba-tiba cancel kan diri sebab ada important big task outside KL on my wedding date. What’s more important than your own blood-related family by the way? It sure involves a big amount of money. Lots of it sampai the person sanggup ditched me and canceled off the deal. After all, dia yang cakap sendiri nak sponsor. Bukan saya yang cari dia dan mintak her to sponsor me. Siapa yang tak sedih kan.
But what to do. Tak kan nak paksa kan. Bukan hak saya pun sebab benda sponsor. Anytime dia nak back off, it’s up to her. Tak ada rezeki je apa nak buat.
Just sedih je and sempat nangis sikit sebab dapat tahu quite lambat when all the money have been allocated to something else, and baru je yesterday my mother stressed out with the wedding budget and all tiba-tiba hari ini dapat lagi berita sedih. Dugaan betul. How on earth am I going to tell her? Dahlah involves family sendiri pula tu. Adoiiii 
Saya dari awal actually tak nak pun wedding cake. Just nak cupcakes je sebagai hantaran kepada pihak lelaki. Tapi when she approached me and gave me the fake hope, I couldn’t resist to start dreaming. Dream of the gorgeous ‘double-decker’ wedding cake. Gembira sangat, excited pun ada. Up until she broke me the news.
Sedih. Tapi what to do. It’s not her fault pun. I didn’t blame her, not at all. Saya je yang terlalu percaya pada janji dan berangan habis-habis. I shouldn’t have trusted anybody. Especially benda-benda yang free ni. Deal yang involves money pon boleh kena tipu, ini kan pula yang free.
Nanti, after dah selesai nangis (shoot betul dah berhenti dah tapi nangis balik bila start writing), I need to think of Plan B. A brand new plan to fix this. Tak pe lah tak ada wedding cake, maybe it’s not meant to be kot. Cupcakes untuk hantaran tu yang wajib ada no matter what. Adoiii with me yang far away from home, dengan banyak gila problem regarding the preparations, dapat lagi problem baru, tambah pening kepala.
Tak pe lah. Allah tahu segala nya. Apa yang telah tersurat buat saya. Saya redha.
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waaaa…..kak akmaaa…..awat dah nak dkt2 hari bersejarah akk br nak cancel???hmm…mmg sgt sedih la kak kalo jd mcm ni…tp xpa kak, jgn sedeh2 sgt k…mmg sgt tension gak la kalo kita dh berharap sesuatu akan jd milik kita dn tiba2 x jadi milik kita kann…according to wedding preparation akk, mmg tersgt la banyak yg nak kene setelkan kan…sy dpt rase kan la since sy balik hr tu mak sy pn gelabah2 jugak pikirkan pasal hari perkahwinan adek sy yg akan berlangsung bulan 3..kira2 masih lama lg kann, tp dh terasa tension dah…apa lagi akk kann…dah la 1 jan 2011, x lamaaa lagi tu..mmg patut harus sgt2 dipikirkan dgn lebih teliti kan…xpa kak, insyaAllah wedding cake itu akan digantikan sesuatu yg lebih berharga ke kann.. sapa tahu kan…
tulaaaa.. sedih gila kan yati. rasa macam kena tipu, betrayed semua. dahlah lagi kurang lebih 2 bulan je. dengan akak yang busy belum selesai koas, nanti if dah selesai kena busy packing barang nak balik for good lagi, nak fikir pasal benda ni, adoiiii peningnya. bebanan sungguh.
yati doakan la yang terbaik buat akak k.
tu laa…nak packing utk balik for good mmg tersgt la penat kak…kalo brg2 sikit ok kot…kalau banyak…adoyaii…insyaAllah kak…Dia akan berikan yg terbaik utk akk…amin3…teruskan berdoa dan berdoaa k…
ok.. thank you yati! doakan je semua berjalan lancar ok..
Wedding cake bukan wajib pon. Tak masuk lam adat melayu, jauh lagi dari syarat sah kawin. Tp agak kejam gak last minit bagitau. Tabahkan hati, ada hikmahnye tu
tula.. if memang dari awal dah x ada, tak pe tau. ni sebab dah ada harapan tu, and furthermore dia dah siap bagi sketches of how the wedding cake will be etc, then tiba-tiba last last minute tak jadi. siapa tak sedih kan?
takpe lah. macam ko kata, pasti ada hikmahnya ni. huhuhu
kepam..sabar ye.anggap je semua tu sbg dugaan.
tula.. banyak betul dugaan ni. huhu. nini doakan la semua okay
dude.. its just a wedding cake.. its not the end of the world.. dun be a cheapskate.. come on
it’s not really about the wedding cake. it’s more to not keeping your promises, feeling betrayed and being disappointed by your own blood-related family in just a few months before the big day.
if the one who made the cancellation was other (non-blood-related) person, i don’t even give a shit.
try to put your own self in my situation before you start judging.