Sepi Di Pagi Hari

Dia sudah pulang. Hidup ini terasa sepi kembali. Sendiri melalui hari-hari yang tidak ada erti.

Seperti mayat hidup, diri ku terasa kosong. Hari-hari yang ku lalui lemah tanpa ada secebis pun semangat.

Aku ingin cepat pulang. Aku ingin cepat selesai. Aku dah tak sanggup berada jauh dari semua yang ku cinta. Dari Dia.

Alangkah indah jika masa berlalu sepantas-pantasnya. Alangkah indah jika aku sudah di sisinya buat selama-lamanya.

Masih lama. Itu realiti yang terpaksa ku terima.

Pagi hariku ditemani dengan kesepian. Dan tangisan. Aku pilu. Aku rindu. Namun aku tahu kesunyian ini tak dapat aku elakkan. Ini kebenaran. Aku tidak bisa lari. Aku harus gagahkan diri, berjalan megah bagai sakti. Hingga sampai nanti suatu saat, tiba aku ke destinasi, ke sisinya lagi.

Tuhan tolong, kuatkan aku, hingga sampai saat itu.

After A Hiatus.

Sorry for the hiatus. I had a packed and tiring week. Thank God now comes the long weekend. Hehe.

So far, Internal Medicine is so not my cup of tea. Enough said.

The fiance and parents are coming today. Yes, they missed their flight yesterday. Haha who could have thought right? Thank God the damage control mission has been completed, successfully. Need to tambah duit lagi here and there but so far, we are still on track and most importantly the initial plan is not disrupted. Huhu.

Okay lah, I think it’s enough for now. I’ll update you more from time to time about their trip to here later okay. Take care everyone. Have a great long weekend!

To Err Is Human.

*Taken from one of my protected post. Just feel like sharing this particular paragraph in here, publicly. The rest of the post? Is history.

People really can change. No, it’s more than forgetting than changing. Forgetting our roots, our origin, where we came from etc etc. Forgetting the fact that before we became what we are now, there were people behind us who gave their everything in the name of friendship to support us and indirectly help us to achieve our dreams of being the person that we wanted to be.

To err is human. And humans tend to forget. Easily.

Exactly what’s the Malay idiom for this? Right, Lupa Daratan.

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Happy New Year everybody! May this year brings out the best of us and happiness in our lives.

My evergreen new year’s resolution: To be a better person in every aspect of my life. It’s unfortunately not as simple as it sounds but I’ll try. After all, to live is to change, right?

Hey let’s put it this way: We never know what happens in the future, so try to live every second of our lives to the fullest. Live it the right way, treat other people the way we want to be treated. Be good to animals and also to the earth.

To be able to change the world, we must first change ourselves. So let’s get started!

Some Updates.

Couldn’t believe it’s been 3 days since my last post. Boy who could have thought that the holiday is coming to an end. And as predicted, I have done noting productive to fill in my free time. Nothing at all. Hanya surfing-makan-tidur-tengok tv sahajork. The same old routine. Huhu.

Oh Yet and I visited Monumen Jogja Kembali and Affandi Museum the other day. We have been living in Jogja for almost 5 years now and never visited both places. Not even once. So we decided to pay the places a visit. Bunyi macam lame and skema  gila pergi lawat museum and all but it was fun though, going to the places full of art and history once in a while. Appreciating the work of others and learning about the past had taught us more about the future, and about life itself. Belajar bukanlah semata-mata berorientasikan ilmu dari text book sahaja, betul tak? Hehe.

K3M is officially over. Had my final K3M exam just now. And it was quite hard walaupun it’s an open book exam. Adoiii pasrah sahajalah kan. Yang penting dah selesai. And can move on dengan tenang to the next department, which is Internal Medicine. 11 weeks of solid hard work and continuous self-revision. Ooooooo, scarrryyyyy. Hope it’s going to be an enjoyable experience even though I doubt it will be. Haha. Bottom line, hope I can cope with all the stress and necessary requirements and pass it all with flying colors. Hehe. Amin.

Exactly a week more till the fiance is here in Jogja. Along with his parents, of course. Huhu. Tak settle kan transportation lagi ni. Must confirm and settle everything up by the end of this week lah. Next week dah start busy balik dah. Need to keep on reminding myself about this from time to time until they are all settled. Huhu.

Okay lah people. Tiba-tiba dah bosan. Basically that’s about it lah ye. Serious tak ada mood for a longer post. My life is too simple so there’s nothing much to share. Hope this will satisfy your cravings. At least for now. I know I have some loyal readers out there so this post is dedicated to you. Selamat membaca, semoga berpuas hati. Haha.

My Middle Name Is Boredom

I am superrrr bored but I am too lazy to do anything. Hence the lack of a new post.

*Sigh*

Seriously at the moment I am literally counting the imaginary sheep inside my head. Boy they are a lot of them!

*Another sigh*

The weather is so hot right now, an aromatic bubble bath would be perfect. I came this close on buying an air-conditioned, but the electric capacity of my place would not going to be able to support it. So bye bye air-cond you are a definite no-no.

Rain sounds good. It makes the weather cooler and most importantly is does not cost a thing. So please Tuhan, turunkanlah hujan. We could really use some rain here, thank you.

A nice vacation sounds good too since I almost couldn’t recall when was the last time I sleep in a nice comfy hotel. But unfortunately I don’t have the money to be spent on holidays. Too bad, too bad.

*Sigh*

Okay lah I think I am going to stop now. I am bored to write already.

So bye bye for now folks.

Till we meet again.

From The 24th To The 26th

• Flight tickets: Checked!
• Accommodation: Checked!
• Transportation: Pending

He is finally coming!!!!!! Yeay yeay yeay yeay!

Along with his parents!

Glupppp *swallowing my saliva, clearing my never-dirty throat*

Okay sedikit nervous di situ. But nevermind lah kan. Bottom line, HE. IS. COMING. After nearly 5 years of waiting. Hehehe.

We might not have the time to be spent together berdua-dua feeling-feeling nanti, but at least he will be here with me, and that’s enough kot for the moment. But next time make sure awak datang sini lagi tau sayang. And datang sorang-sorang pulak okay?! Hehehe.

Can’t wait!

This year’s Christmas holiday will never be the same..

1st Month ‘E’ Anniversary

Last 2 days was our 1st month engagement anniversary. Couldn’t believe how fast time flies. Everything just feels like yesterday. Huhu.

So far so good la ek jadi tunangan orang ni. Not much different from the life I was living before the ceremony. Before everything becomes official. Maybe sebab kitorang pun duduk jauh-jauh kot so tak de terasa apa yang berubah pun. Sama je. Huhu.

People say kalau tunangan ni banyak dugaan dia. Let’s just hope for the best la ek. Doakan yang baik-baik je buat kami okay people?

Seriously, sometimes I myself was caught in my own disbelief tau pasal all this engagement thingy. Rasa dah banyak kali dah cakap macam ni. Tapi memang betul, kadang-kadang tu still rasa tak percaya yang we’re engaged. For real. Hehe.

It’s An Internal Stye!

*Source: Wikipedia

There are two types of blepharitis:

Seborrhoeic blepharitis

Seborrhoeic blepharitis, the most common type of blepharitis, is usually one part of the spectrum of seborrhoeic dermatitis which involves the scalp, lashes, eyebrows, nasolabial folds and ears. Treatment is best accomplished by a dermatologist.

Staphylococcal blepharitis

Staphlycoccal blepharitis is caused by infection of the anterior portion of the eyelid by Staphylococcal bacteria. As the infection progresses, the sufferer may begin to notice a foreign body sensation, matting of the lashes, and burning. Usually, the primary care physician will prescribe topical antibiotics for staphylococcal blepharitis. Unfortunately this is rarely an effective treatment. The condition can sometimes lead to a chalazion or a stye.

An external stye or hordeolum is an infection of the sebaceous glands of Zeis at the base of the eyelashes, or an infection of the apocrine sweat glands of Moll. External styes form on the outside of the lids and can be seen as small red bumps. Internal styes are infections of the meibomian sebacious glands lining the inside of the eyelids. They also cause a red bump underneath the lid with only generalized redness and swelling visible on the outside. Styes are similar to chalazia, but tend to be of smaller size and are usually less painful and usually produce no lasting damage. Styes are characterized by an acute onset and usually short in duration compared to chalazia that are chronic and usually do not resolve without intervention.

Styes are commonly caused by a Staphylococcus aureus bacterial infection, or by the blocking of an oil gland at the base of the eyelash. Although they are particularly common in infants, styes are experienced by people of all ages. Styes can be triggered by stress, poor nutrition or sleep deprivation. Styes will last from up to 3 weeks to 2 years without treatment, and only up to 1 week if treated properly.

It caused me Rp. 126 000 for the eye specialist consultation and the medication needed for the stye I am having. Adoiii pokai lah asyik keluar banyak duit jerk lately. Hopefully baik lah cepat.

The drugs given:

1. Amoxicillin tablet 500 mg
2. Dexamethasone tablet 0.5 mg
3. Cendo Xitrol ointment 1 tube (Dexamethasone 0.1%, neomycin sulfate, polymyxin B sulfate –> a multiple dose anti-infective steroid combination in sterile suspension and sterile ointment forms for topical application)